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Feeling: hyper
I'm not romantical at all...   "You do not have one romantic bone in your body" Was the comment to me today. Maybe I'm not a hopeless romantic like I thought? Two days away! Eeee....And I getta hang out with him for like rest of the weekend! Eeee! I dont wanna do the stupid flower thingy with him tho!! Is that bad? I'd like...a present...instead! *sighs* Do I hafta? Today was great! St. Pattys Day! Yay! He wasn't wearing green today so I did something he hates worse than pinching. I tickled him. He jumps high. He pins my hands a lot. I'm innocent. It was cute. We had the Exec council skits today for an assembly. We had first assembly and he didn't, I was sad. But then after that he walked me to my 2nd hour (history) but I ended up sluffing that class (2nd hour)anyway to go to the assembly and sit by him! bah hah! He was kinda surprised. The ditching part prolly didn't impress him that much, but it wasn't that big of a deal. We had a sub (really hot says Megan) and I told him I was going to the library, he said "as long as you stay there for the rest of the hour" so basically "I dont care where you go juss don't come back". teehee..I ditched Megan and Natalie today and I didn't feel too bad, they do it all to me, throw it in their face! HA! Now they know how I feel! Then we went to 3rd hour he walked me to the seminary building. Haha...then after seminary I found him again and complained about being cold...then he walked me to my fourth hour where he basically called me stupid. It was Algebra 2, which the slow kids class of math, those that didn't get it last year. He said as we approached my classroom "This is the easiest class ever" and for me it's not so I was kinda offended. It's not my fault I'm slow and stupid. He called me stupid in a round about way. I sulked...I pretended to cry....tried to be mad. And like stormed off to my seat, so he followed me and sat down in the seat next to me and attempted to apologize. (girls crying and his Vati are the only two things that make him feel guilty teehee!) It was hot...him sitting next to me....attempting to make me sound smart. But then the bell rang and he wasn't supposed to be in that class (pansy) so he left quickly. But it was really sad b/c what he said really got to me and I was like seriously sulking in my seat sitting there with all the 'advanced' sophys. I'm stupid! *sob* So I'm stupid, ugly and fat now to him! Great... Then after lunch we found each other of course....and we talked...and then he walked halfway to the Business building with me, he was scared of being tardy so he left. I love the way he says bye...he says it and then looks at you like with puppy dog eyes like 'dont start crying b/c I'm leaving or I might' or something. Gives ya a cute smile. Then after 5th hour I stalked him...came up and tickled him when he wasn't expecting it! Teehee! He jumped awkwardly. mwhahaha...I'm so mean and annoying. Why does anyone put up with me? We ended up talking to Kirri in the hall...She pulled my two curls so they'd spring (who doesn't do that?) and he pipes up "I've been wanting to do that all day!" Stupid cow. He wouldn't even touch my hair! Then after talking in the hall with Kirri we started on our journey home. We talked about all the stupid things we've done (burns and scratches etc) while walking home. We got to Kirri's corner and I kept walking he's like "don't you need to go down that street?" I'm like "I can walk straight" (straight past it) as I stumbled in the road. He said he didn't have to work all night tonight so he'd be done around 6 or so. I told him I was gonna be so bored today I have nothing to do and for him to come visit me. He said before we split up in our separate ways: "Maybe you could call me around 6 or 6:30." "You want -me- to call -you-?!" (like it was rude) "Um...or..I could call you.." "Yeah, that's right buddy. You call me. I don't know when yer getting home." "Yeah, that's right I'll call ya when I get back." *sits down and hugs the phone tightly and waits impatiently* My victim ish gonna call me. But then if you think about it why is he calling me? Telling me about the date he's planned? *shrugs* But then again I don't really care. He's gonna call me!! Maybe we can hang out tonight. eeeee.... It's only like 6pm, this day has kinda gone by fast in school...slow when out of school. I'm glad I'm not driving on this date b/c it'd take me a day and a half juss to clean my car out! ick! I'm glad Mr. Perfectionist is driving his perfect clean car. :D I juss realized he basically walked me to every one of my classes today. Wow. Why do boys hafta be so cute? I think I'm getting sick. I went to visit Ryker today after doing deliveries fer Mutti. I made sure they all had green on, before I pinched them anyway. They're kind of party poopers. Nate called and wanted a ride home. They were going to eat dinner so they sent me to go get him. I almost told Ryker about my encounter with the cop story. I won't even tell Derek, why would I tell Ryker? I went and picked up Nate. He was of course making weird faces b/c I showed up (gee thanks nate love ya too). He wouldn't get in until I could answer his question "Who sent you to come get me?" It's like a password or something I said "Sue". He got in. We had a chat. He refused to get out of my car until I told him my encounter with the cop. He laughs and says "So you stopped in the middle of the intersection?!" He only knows b/c he refused to get out of my car. They'd all laugh at me. So I guess I must tell you my encounter. I was driving at like 10pm the other night. I was going down the street, the light turns yellow...it stays yellow for awhile and I was still deciding if I was gonna stop or not. I get in the 'white lane' (you know the 'if you haven't reached these two white lines yet you still have time to stop' lines?) when I spot a cop sitting in the intersection. (he's the one that set the trigger to make my light go red so he could get across the street) So I see the cop and of course freak out. So I decide I wasn't gonna make the light w/o being illegal in front of the cop so I slam on my breaks. I'm the only one in the car btw...so I'm like screeching and skidding right past the cross walk -almost- into the middle of the intersection. Nobody was behind me so I juss put in reverse and back up. You could juss see the cop like snort and start laughing at me thru his window. haha..I'm foolish. But I stopped! Not in the intersection and I didn't run a red light in front of a cop. I'm proud. Squealing tires and hopeing like heck I'd stop... but still... Nobody can know b/c they'll laugh at me. I wanna take a bath. Hurry up and call me my love! Ooohh this sucks. Remember the days when you didn't have anyone to think about? And you were happy? Yeah, I want those days back. Days where you aren't thinking of a certain someone 24/7 in twitterpattion. I'll go...watch TV.. this was long and pointless....but isn't this what this site ish fer? "At least, out loud I won't say I'm in love."
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sheesh, you really do talk about him a lot. ahhh!! i'M SINGLE!!! yay. ohyeah...why am i commenting..ohgosh...I dunno. Have fun at prom.
How can you stand to spend that much time with someone? maybe its just me...but past experience with the overcontrolly boyf. oh geez. oh man! I'm cold! okay, I'll write about it in my own diary. bahah. yes..i love you!
bwahahah.

You're WORSE than me now.

:P

I love you and I miss you and I'm coming home!