Starting Anew A new start A new face A new look A new place A new hand A new feeling A new laugh A new style A new family A new personality A new hobby A new secret A new intelligence A new judgment A new arguement A new fun A new pain A new smile A new gift A new conversation A new fear A new affection A new hope A new moon A new love _____________________________________________ The magazine poem I pasted in my journal. Invisible AGAIN sometimes it instantly hurts. FACE IT Fight beyond control doesn't FIX ANYTHING. I started to whisper and wander and wonder How'd this happen? I CHOOSE more than it takes to go on Living is make-believe without you. Songs of depression ATTACK unleashing the most UNFORGETABLE PAST. daring me to feel worthless my heart has yet to repair and relieve the pain anticipate all this pain what is it worth? when will it END Sara you deserve comfort And those you live in. Choose wisely. let it go. i feel EMPTY. __________________________________________________________ Days like yesterday really make you appreciate boring days like today. I like those busy boring days where you do lots of redundant work all day. Not enough time to think, but nothing to terribly stressing. Oh, how I enjoy boring days. Prolly why I'm secretary. Waking up and nothing special happens, going to school and nothing exciting happens, going to work and nothing to pressing happens, and going home to veg in front of TV the rest of the night. Those are days I enjoy. heh Until the weekend. Anyways...