Love Bites It's been like forever since I've wrote in my journal! Like totally! So yeah, it's Valentines day. I had me Mutti send me something at school b/c I figgered it'd be the same as sending myself something in which I wanted/needed to do for myself. So she did send me a chocolate frog thingy. I wore my pink flamingo PJ pants, my tight white shirt with the pink polka dots on the sleeve and my pink beanie hat. I did my hair today, really I did, doesn't look like it but I crimped it! Kind of...until I got..bored of crimping...anyways.... I had a backpack full of crap, lots of candy and lots of those lil' valentine kid cards. So I was like writing out Valentines for random people all day. Megan gave me another one of those metal flowers (got one from Aubrey last year)and Kelly gave me a donut thingy in first hour. I made a snowflake in first hour. In second hour I kept writing out Valentines for like everyone sitting around me. And giving them candy hearts with the valentine. I gave Lindsey, Emily, Sara, Randy, Zeke, Jeff, and Evil (Shane Coleman) one. teehee...it was fun. I didn't do my math in that class tho today. I didn't feel like it. In third hour I ran up to Nate as he was reaching in the bag to grab a controller to play Halo, I grabbed his hands and pleaded and begged, "Don't throw your life away! Don't do it!" Cuz as we all know when your guys get ahold of the stupid X-Box games you no longer exist which is really sad. He laughed really hard b/c I was being so 'overly dramatic' about it all. He thought I was kidding. Anyways, Ryker and Nate both end up playing Halo. I felt sick and I played solitare on Johns compy over and over again. Then I went to lunch......I had pizza...and breadsticks and..peaches, yup. On the way to class I went into the compy lab to catch up to Bryce Draper and gave him a Valentine with candy. Apparently, it was his second one and everyone around him made a big deal of him actually getting one. He seemed really happy tho. *shrugs* I gave valentines as I walked down the hall. In fourth hour we did a 'Definition' style of writing essays, this one of course, was about Love. So I have to write an essay on love. I could say some nasty things about that ya know. Then I went to fifth hour and did nothing even tho I should've done my papers to turn them in. I gave Landen, Josh, Kirri, Isaac and Dusty a valentine with candy too. Dusty was like totally blushing. So cute. Kirri got two lil' stuffed animals in that class and they make a kissing noise when they touch lips (obviously) and so in the middle of Jones' lecture I made them kiss. It was soo funny. Smoochy noises in the middle of the lecture. Then I stole the animal thing and followed Dusty around b/c he's cute and we talked while I made the animals smooch. teehee... Kirri got like 4 things from Landen today in different classes and she got a flower and I wanted a flower so I had juss finished saying, "I wanted a flower! You popular, cute brat! I hate you!" and then Jones' says, "Kirri and Sara" and hands us two slips of paper to go to the office to pick up stuff. hahaha...Kirri starts laughing at me and says, 'I hate you'! So Kirri and I went down to the office and I got a chocolate frog thingy from me Mutti and I got a flower with a box of chocolates from Natalie in Paulas writing. eeeee...I felt special...kinda... Anyways, I was explaining to Kirri I was on my period and I didn't have anymore pads left and I had to go to the dentist after school so I couldn't get any more. So she felt bad for me and offered some of her pads at her house or something b/c I was so desparate.(while she got to go on a 'date' with Emi and go to the movies (Phantom) without me.) Well, I was reading the hearts that were on the box of the Toadally Cool chocolate frog and one of them said, "We can share a pad" and I read it outloud not thinking and then I got confused when saying 'pad' and Kirri busts up laughing b/c we juss finished talking about my period and lack of pads I had..... It was soo funny. I laughed so hard it hurt. David wanted to go the dentist with me to finish off the bf/gf scene we had started last time. I said no. Dustin is blind I swear, I chase down the car with all these Valentines in my hand and he takes me home. He like intearigates me on the way asking, "Are you gonna be drugged up on the way home?" "You won't have any distractions driving right? We got the truck like stuck today. The roads are really bad and it takes forever to get anywhere and you think it's bad here but when you get in Logan you can't see like period... (blah blah)" Totally exaggarating everything. I got in the car, got to the appointment on time, no troubles, no delays and heck I could see juss fine! They numbed me, literally sandpapered my gums, and poked sharp objects at my gums and then wondered why it wouldn't stop bleeding. Yeah, tear the gums up and see if they heal instantly. They were gonna cement a tooth, so they take off the temp, look at the tooth and find it's a different shade of so-called 'white'. So not only do I have crappy teeth I also have many different colors of teeth! So they took off the temp, looked at it, and basically put it back on and sent me out the door. They have to re-order the tooth to cement b/c they need a different color. Sucky. Well, being numbed ...it went up to half my nose numbing it so I didn't have the sniffles as bad and when I did it was more of snorts. Then it travelled up my eye which didn't help with the contact and driving thing. -Then- they had me so far back I was basically upside down with all the blood rushing to my head. I was like, "um, hey guys, lets be a lil' gentle here I still hafta drive home ya know." And since I was upside down, the period/pad thing doesn't really work in reverse so it kinda trickled down and like stained my PJ pants. Grrrr how embarrassing. But I gave everyone in the office a valentine. The Hygenist lady person asked about my boyfriend. hahaha I didn't know what to say. But yeah, they seemed all happy with corny stupid valentines. I went and picked up Vatti. Went home, the drive was perfectly safe actually despite what Dustin and Vatti were freakin out about. I was soo lonely and bored I actually wanted to call someone...yes, me, using a phone. But everyone was at the Phantom with Emi and Kirri so I had no one to talk too!! It was horrible! All I wanted to do was find someone to play with! I was so desparate I was almost regretting the fact I said David couldn't come! all I wanted to do was talk and that's what David does best! Then I complained to Mutti about not having enuff pads. She told me to get the debit card and go to the store. I didn't wanna use the debit card and refused saying that I'd survive on the one pad I was using until she got home when she said the most positive thing, "You -will not- survive!" Gee, thanx Ma! So she talked to Vatti and made him go to the store with me to get pads. We were walking down the aisle and I smiled b/c I knew he was either really really mad or totally embarrassed so I said, "Can't you feel the bonding moment here Vatti?" as we stood in front of the million brands of pads and tampons. hehe He mumbled something. I said I liked wings and I didn't want them too thick, not the super long ones, not the night time ones, and not the ultra thin ones. He's like um...then the medium ones? with wings? teehee....nonetheless I found the kind I wanted...and a Jones while he got some skittles. Now I'm here, so bored and so totally not in the mood to be on the net but here I am b/c I have no one to play with! But then again I'm not in the mood to do homework either. So here I sit, mad at Natalie, listening to the Oldies, talking to Kirri, sniffling from being sick, and in pain b/c of period and typing. I soo wish I was in love with Derek right now. I would totally love to fall in love with the boy. He's a keeper and not an embarassment. I wanna be in love or have a crush or something!!! But I don't have time...nor the engery....and b/c I'm kinda lazy like that. All in all... Cram it. Love Bites. Love Bites (Continued later that day) Sorry it was bugging me to have a separate entry with basically the same title that has nothing to do with nothing! I would continue complaining about the events that have happened to me in the past couple of days. Basically Sunday night and the stake dance, my brother and what's going on with him, annnddd the things that make me cry. But frankly, I'm too lazy and I have now found a friend to pester, I mean, play with. So I am going to go...but when I come back, you can hear about Derek some more, Natalie, Dallin and things like that. Not that it's too interesting, but I wanna write about it all. Aaahhh I'm leaving.