"We Are the Youth of the Nation"   Confessions of Teenage Girl to Derek. I juss told him about the 'trust' deal I have with him. He has it all! I don't even have any trust for myself anymore! All the trust I used to have in myself went directly to him. Yeah.... I didn't really wanna go to this conference thingy in SLC today. I was too lazy and frankly in a slight depression. I went anyway...Aubree and I went with Sis. Hawkes. We saw Kirri, Natalie, Emi and Paula there. yay! On the way home we stopped to pick up Minnie Mouse. We went to get the car seat from Minnies car and dropped off some cookies and chocolate to Claine at the hospital. Then we stopped by Arbys and got some food and I drove home. I had these huge flip flops on so I hadda take 'em off, my contacts were drying up, Braxton was screaming/laughing in the back the whole way and Mutti was jumping at every move I made and was telling me how to drive. Then my leg started to get tired with pushing the pedal so I switched feet by crossing my legs and I closed my eyes every once in awhile. I'm a sucky driver in case you haven't noticed, but it was like..the fun thing of the night. Because being in a dress like all day is not the funnest thing to do, and then sitting through an hour and 1/2 meeting where the President of the church didn't even speach didn't help. I need to steal Aubrees notes from the conference. This is the one thing that I chose to remember and had Aubree write the rest down. It's kinda the best prayer ever b/c it's short, scripture referenced kinda and definately too the point throwing a lil' faith in it too. "Dear Heavenly Father I know you have the power to heal my husband if it be thy will, but if it is not your will I know that you will be there to sustain us through these trials."