I think I take turns writing the 'novels' in each of my journals I'm writing in. And then do like one or two sentences in the other. So my last entry was a huge novel. And I wrote a huge novel in my physical journal today, so this time you get a short one I suppose. Sometimes...some days you don't remember the past couple of days or weekend, its all kind of a blur about what you did and how you felt. And then there are those days where you usually have a dominant emotion, feeling, worry, excitement or thought. When you get asked how your weekend or day was you sum it up in the most dominant feelings, like it was "great!" or "horrible really". Just noticing with everything that happened this weekend with me... and my dominant emotion is centered around something that didn't last long, so small, the shortest event of the weekend. *sigh* Note to self: Try harder to fall out of love with the one that won't love you back. ___________________________________________________________ 9:30pm I feel... tranquil now.... After seeing Wesa, I feel...calm, peaceful.. I like this feeling... I wish it would stay.. Took the dog for a walk and visited Papa Bear... This month just wont seem to end... Its dragging out so slowly... "And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go"