Week before New Years I had things to write about. Really, I did. Then I emailed my cousin and forgot it. I'm tired. It's so weird how we're all going to be 18 soon. It's so amazing how much certain things take up your whole day and you still have nuffin really to say in a journal at the end of the night. Like work, you work all day and come home and eat or something, then when you get ready for bed and write in your journal you have nuffin to say..except you went to work and you don't really remember what happened there. haha Or else it can be the other way around, you have so much on your mind at the same time you can't get any of it out period. Waaay to much has happened to me this week and I can't remember a thing I can/ would want to say right now. It'd all come out in a big jumbled mess of: blah. Nobody would understand it, it'd be so random and mixed. hehe A part of my life, someone elses, someone elses, a perfect strangers, a friend, and part of family members lifes would appear here and there. No offense or anything, but something else, everytime I go over to Natalies house I come back being much much more thankful for everything that I have. I mean everything, even my bed. She has that way to depress the crap out of until you are bear hugging your bed crying saying, 'I love you! I'm sorry if I ever take you for granted!' haha. She's cute. I miss her. I like talking to her...well sorta of talk...lol jk. She can teach you a lot of..unique things...like being thankful, learning new vocab, being a -great- listener, who lies and how horrible they are, and how confusing parents can be. Juss a few of the many things I've learned with her. hehe It's cute b/c she says "Does that make sense?" to almost everything. Now since I've confronted her, "Does that make sense? Yes, that does makes sense." hehe! She really is like a Cinderella over there. But then it reminds me that we are all Daughters of God. I like being in the check every once inawhile, and she can do that. I need another sister. hehe Oh, and Scott was over there and he actually knew my name! It was cool to see him again, bonus he knew my name. Not even Kevin Green can remember that and I've been over to his house a couple of times, go to the same school, have the same band friends as him...anyways... The one other thing that's been on my mind thats been repeating over and over again. I am going to be the girlfriend of a hot sexy 18 year old!!!!! I really don't know why being 18 makes a man so much hotter or what...but somehow it does and I liiikkkee it! Maybe I'm attracted to older looking guys. mwhahahahahahahhahahaa I'm in love with a tall, skinny but muscluar, hot sexy red head with blue eyes. His name must be Campbells b/c he is 'mmm mmm goood!'