Tonight is the NIGHT   "Everything's gonna be alright." Okay, so now the stress of this date comes. But why does it hafta come and interrupt my sleep? Goodness! Dreaming about car crashes and him screaming my name as if I'm dead or something.. *hums and sings* Yesterday Kirri and I dressed up for the Super Hero party Natalie and Emily were hosting. Kirri was Rainbow Bright...I really didn't have a theme, I juss wore any weird partical of clothing I could find. I ended up being like Hula chick with Killer Hips or something. But by the end of the night they all called me Edna the Fashion super hero. It was hilarious. I had my hair in a side pony tail and partly curled and a pink hula thingy and everything. I was talking to Derek while doing my hair and I kept burning myself. But he wanted to see what I looked like. HA, I so did not want him to see how ridiculous I looked....but I needed a ride to Natalies and so did Kirri. So I finally let him come over and see me in my stupid outfit. I told him I could go ugly. I put my underwear that has a smily face winking and it says "wink" on the outside my pants like the super heros do, but my hula skirt thingy kinda covered it so Derek wouldn't see it. But Mutti got mad at me but I wouldn't take them off so she threatened to take them off herself (molest me!) and so I like went running out the door juss as the doorbell rang. So I ran past Derek and out on the sidewalk while Mutti was chasing me screaming at me to come back. Derek thought it was hilarious and bite his thumb really hard to keep from laughing. Grrr... haha It was kinda funny her chasing and screaming. But I convinced her that super heros need underwear outside their pants. Then he gave us a ride over there and still laughed at us. He's cute when he laughs at me b/c he thinks I'm ridiculously ugly. Is that bad? We were like the life of the party there! It was awesome! We decided to have a super hero parade and walk up and down the sidewalk there on the highway. We found lil' kids that were screaming for help from the super heros and ended up attacking us instead. So we were running around with little boys in the middle of the night. Pathetic really. Then we settled down and ate Birthday Cake Icecream! It was awesome it really tasted like Bday cake! Then the whole purpose of the party was to watch The Incredibles! So we watched most of it until Momma Paula came home and Natalie, Megan and I went to Walmart! They were buying fake flowers to make the boys their lil' flower thingys. And I decided to make Derek one even tho we agreed not to get one for each other. Ha Ha Sucker! I think it's pritti a white rose and some dark blue flowers around it so it kinda matches my dress and my favorite flower (white roses)!! And it looks like a real store bought flower thingy, cept its..fake! Now I'm waiting for Natalie to go and buy some pins for it! hehe. I won't make him wear it tho, cuz he'll prolly be mad at me. Well, after making..or watching that flower thingy for my derek get made...I went and sat on the couch with Kacean and Kirri and we all like fell asleep on each other. I slept the longest the other girls got up eventually and went to Emilys bed. I slept until I hadda go home around midnight. I had flip flops, my hula skirt and they had two cars in the driveway and they said they'd walk me home. Great, they wanted to walk T.L.s lil sista home b/c they love her more. I told them to go home and I walked home at like midnight alone freezing to death. My leg hurt, my head hurt and I was crazy tired. But yeah, I attempted to wake up at noon today. That was my goal. I stayed in bed until 12:30 stressing out. Then I found out I was going to babysit Scotty b/c everyone ish gone. Grandpas in SLC, Mutti ish asleep and Dustin juss left for work. Great. I went downstairs and he followed. I got semi dressed and got on the compy. He juss follows me everywhere. He likes me b/c I'm in a betta mood than is pissy daddy that he's been with all morning. He laid on my bed most the time I've been typing this up. Weird boy. But then I put on Clifford for him. He juss hasta move to the part of the house I'm in all the time so I can do my thing w/o stressing out. Don't stress out. It'll be great. Remember, he's the hot red head with dreamy blue eyes. And you have a flower to give him! Even tho he might be kinda mad but it'll be cute anyways. I'm going to PROM With someone I like and they semi like me back! And we're like good friends! And it's comfortable! And wwwweeeee *hums her comfort song over and over again* I think I'm gonna cry now.