On the way home from Brigham City, Billy Hill called me and basically wanted to go to the fireworks with me this week. It was then I realized I wanted to be with so many people all at the same time for the Fourth of July. Sigh. So many decisions. I didn't really wanna be with Billy... Nate seems like a jerk and acts like he doesn't care if he ever sees me. Natalie and I haven't made so many plans... Kellie & Matt are stayin in SLC... I don't even know if Kirri is coming down... I'm usually with family eating pizza on the hill.... But...if you ask me...what I want.... I want to be with Dallin and his friends. Let me be blunt. I want to be...near Caleb. Approxiatmately within 50 feet distance of Caleb that night. I know it's crazy, something that -I- want. But good things happen on July 3-4. Ssshhhh, don't tell anyone. I'll be harassed forever. Hey, I've been single for like 9 months now! And I don't go after things that I want very often. Usually I just take what comes... No offense boys. ________________________________________________________ 5:17pm July 4th So now....everyone knows I'm in like with Caleb. Everyone being my bro and his wife. They know because I wanted to hang out with 'him and his friends' too much and his wife thought I got all giggly around him. So I think.... I'll back off... And pretend it never happened. Yeah. Okay. Awkward.