I have finally bought black pumps. Cute plain lil' Mary Janes. They are SO comfortable. Never in my life have I thought I'd survive in heels, but this, this I can handle. Mainly cuz they are 6.5 Wide so they fit my fat feet. I was gonna get my nails done too, but... I didn't. The other night I went to the store in a black shirt, jeans, heels, and a purple robe. I fergot how ppl stare in the small town. Feels good to ...be me again. Bought hamburger bums and got a free Monday night movie at Redbox. I wanted a hamburger...and a movie. :D I also ordered a bench with storage from JCpenny and called it my "hope chest" that mother is buying me for graduation. It won't come until May. I really hope I chose the right one. I've been putting this decision off for a long time. Frankly, right now I'm living off my credit card. I owe 300 for my car each month, 300 for my dentist bill, and now...I just wracked up another 300 on my credit. :D And its still climbing. Not a good idea for those that may be thinking of such. I'm so screwed. I need a full time job and I can definitely get rid of this debt, but...the question being when or if I get a full time job. This morning the County Attorneys office called me. I gave them a resume like...2 months ago... and now they want an interview. I told them I work in SLC in the afternoon so if they want me they have to work around my schedule for an interview. Prolly just lost that job eh. Still haven't heard back from that Hillyard office job yet. Sigh. But I'm glad to be bleeding again!! Today I curled up my hair. Wore nice business-like attire. (which I never do fer work) Mainly cuz I love these pumps Feeling good and here at work now 5:00pm I have just finished 8 assignments/files Everything Patsy asked me to do It feels nice to have a job... Where you know what yer doing And you can keep busy the whole day But still have time for yer stuff also I think I'll apply for the court clerk position also.