He Held My Hand!   Hit Twice in One Day. Okay, he found the locker surprise. When he saw me in the morning he busted up laughing at first I thought it was because I was in a frickin' cherry dress decked out in red and white. Then he told me about the locker. That was funny. He's funny. I know he likes it. He's embarrassed tho. I was frickin' hot tho. I had my cherry dress...my hot red dangly necklace, a red ribbon in my hair, curls, my cute red sweater I always wear and flip flops. haha.. I felt PRITTI...awkward. I dont think I'll do that any time soon. I went to the door to see him as he came in from Seminary and he juss walks real fast up to me and juss hugs me. I'm like...what the? He doesn't do that! He told me he read the note I put in his locker in Seminary, the song 'why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?'. He said he was juss about to cry in seminary. hehe...apparently he really... liked..that note? We had an assembly today. I told him I had first assembly and he most likely had second. He said "aww" I was confused. But it was sweet, he was kinda sad. My teacher decided to take second assembly tho. WEeeeee. So I found him afterwards and we went to the assembly. We sat down in the dark corner. Mwhahahaa....He claimed my hands being cold so he could hold them. We took turns 'warming' each others hands up. I was getting bored and tired of the debate for Exec so I juss laid my head on his shoulder and like actually held his hands and fell asleep. Afterwards we got up and was walking down the hall. I don't really remember how it happened....but our hands were both down and I juss I was still kinda stumbling in the light so I went to grab him and got like his wrist. But then I went and got my pinky and grabbed his with it. So we were walking down the hall holding pinkys. It was kinda funny, ppl gave kinda weird looks. We walked down to my locker...I did the com and got my backpack with one hand....We walked down the next hall to his locker for my math book (does it mean something when you get access to the guys locker?). He did the com one handed, but he finally let go of my pinky to get my book out it was buried underneath the junk I put in his locker. I got my book and we went walking down the hall again. Randomly he says, "Mine!" and grabs my hand (not pinkys) and so we walked down the math hall holding hands. It's cute how possessive he is. Everyone was staring. I remember what that was like...at North Cache. I have never done it at Sky View before. He dropped me off at my class. I couldn't concentrate on my assignment. He held my hand. My hand. Not my wrist. Not my pinky. Not my shoulder or arm! My hand. For the first time, intentionly! Wheeeee He's moving up in the world. I was attempting to explain to Aubrey and Misty how Derek ish when it comes to love. I told them he can definately sweep you off your feet with his words cuz it's not corny, but the only problem was he didn't really..know how to um...pick you up after he swept you off yer feet. He seems to be missing that part...and it's kinda vital if you want the girl. You kinda hafta...pick her up...ya know? Aubrey was laughing so hard at my lil' analogy. She said it made her day. I love the boy Derek and I forgive him for being slow b/c he's...a boy...and doesn't have any experience. But I'm thristy fer love! mwhaha... He said he had to go after 4th hour to go a doctors appointment. So after lunch/4th hour I saw him and he was all rubbing in the fact he didn't hafta go to class and could go home. I told him to take me with him. I pouted and cried "oh fine, leave me, see if I care" he totally fell for it. haha... It was funny b/c after holding hands for the first time, we've like shrunk away from it already and we didn't touch each other while walking to my 5th hour. It was cute, I went into my class being all teary eyed that he was leaving me and he's like "get back here!" (demanding is hot ya know) so I came back and he hugged me bye. hahaha...cuteness... Anyways.... After school....Mutti finally came to get me. I went home with Scott. We started to watch The Grinch. I called Dereks Mutti when I was sure he was at work and asked if I could come over and decorate his room. She said yeah, I so totally trashed his room. Scott and I went over and put toilet paper all over and newspaper ripped up on the floor. I must say I could've done worse, he's lucky. His room...has like...nothing...and all the stuff I've ever given him was like lined up on his bare lil' desk. It was sad...and looked kinda pathetic really. I blocked myself out on the Sweetheart dance pic. I decorated his doors...he has some really hot shirts in his closet that he never wears. I was taping TP on his walls. I was gonna jump up on his bed to get to his wall, but I forgot I was in a dress. Oh dear that turned sour on me. But then I saw his tighty whities! Eeeewww I made Scott touch all the boyish thingys. So Scott put the underwear away in a green tub...then I put tiolet paper all over the tub juss so he'd know I found his tub of tighty whities. Yeah...I juss decorated it all. It was fun. His brother came by and told me he'd have a conipsion (whadeva). I laughed. When I was finished I went and told his Mutti to like take pics when he got home. We left... It's sad ya know...I take like 1/2 an hour out of every day juss to screw his up. :D That's how bored I am. I get a call at like 9:30... "You came into my room...while I wasn't there...and trashed it!" He said his parents came running out of their room when he got home. His Vati ran downstairs with a camera and his Mutti had a giggle fit. His first thought after seeing this reaction was "What did Sara do now?". His Mutti rushed him downstairs. He juss stood there and stared. His Vati when camera crazy. He liked it!! haha! I wish I could've been there. Then he said he hadda go and start cleaning up the mess. So after telling me all this...he threatened to get me back...and said he had an idea. Oohh..I'm so scared. Him? Think of an idea? Getting me back? HA! Prove it. *shrugs* This is all fun and games. Yes, I went into his room...without him and saw his tighty whities! How embarrassing. I made my room boy-proof except the closet. But if you open that you'll see thongs and stuff...so it really shouldn't be peeked at. I'm kinda scared b/c I'll be gone all day Saturday going to SLC. He said he might not have work on Thursday so I hadda trash his room tonight. I wanna get his car next. The next time he brings his car to school...hehehe... I love this game! I'm so good at it! Yes, I know I'm obsessed. It's all fun an' games. You can like totally trash a guys room for no reason and you don't even hafta like him! You can be juss friends! It's normal... although on the TP I wrote "When are you gonna ask me out again?!" hehe I'm impatient! And I can't wait until girls choice in April! I think it's funny all the clues I give him when I'm about to trash something of his. I told him to have a great time in first hour...like Easter was coming. He got my eggs. I asked for his comb even tho there was obviously no purpose for me having the com period. I trashed his locker. I kept asking him when he to work so I could see what night was free for me. I trashed his room. Morrow I'll keep asking if he brought his car. Then I'll trash his car. Then I'll be done..I suppose. :D I ran out of ideas. Maybe he'll hold my hand morrow... Maybe he'll shun me for my prank... Hehe...I'm so evil...and we both love it...