I went to bed laughing. Woke up with a fat lip. Pain. But I still laughed again. Friends. haha. That's all we ever were. What did he think we were? My punishment for being a blunt brat? (Which I'm not entirely sure I'm sorry for) No more kissing. hahahahhahaha. I dont even like kissing. But I don't really....plan on seeing him again..or often anyway... so I don't think it'll be a problem. Besides the fact that my lips are like continuously bleeding and super dry and my mouth just hurts period. Friends. I'm glad he finally came up with that conclusion. Brilliant. A lil' slow, but okay. It's stupid to sit and wait for him to tell me what's going to happen. It's stupid to wait to be released from my stress because of his actions. I hate that kind of 'walked on'. I wish I could control that a lil' more. But the stress is gone nonetheless. I just wanted to know that he'll still talk to me. That's it. I don't have/want to see him, don't have to kiss, don't have to even talk, just a text every blue moon is fine with me. It'll help me move on ..easier and quicker. At school I passed the commons area b/c Elder West said that USU was downstairs when I was taking my personality tests. So I went down and stared in the 'fish bowl'. Reminds me of Sky Views fish bowl. You stand there looking through the clear glass at all the people trapped inside forced to communicate with one another. USU table was obviously bored and the guy waved me in cuz I was standing there stupidly for so long. I came in and he gave me a ticket and I put my name on it for the 'drawing'. He put it in the bowl, and took it out of the bowl, and pointed to the box of stuff and said "you won!". So I picked out a pair of USU sweat pants and left. Wee! The girl before me got the sweater/hoody though. They were like $27 bucks normally. Not much of a contest, but hey, they were bored, needed to get rid of stuff. It was awesome. It was like..my school, I kinda..missed it. Almost. Quite possibly made my day as I sit here at work in my sweats to match my gray scarf. What? I am professional! Just ignore the sweats. I think I might've figgered out the pain that is immoblizing my head/body for days at a time. It might be my wisdom teeth hurting my head and/or sinus pressure to the point my head explodes. Whichever you prefer. It actually makes sense tho, flarring the senses so I strongly smell things, taste buds a lil' weird, pressure in sinus areas. What better way to irritate the head and sense then with the mouth/teeth. eee! I don't want to deal with wisdom teeth right now! I can't afford it! Make the pain stop! I need Lorotab...mwhaha. Up the dosage! I will not let my boss ruin my day. I will not let my boss ruin my mood. I will not let my boss.... Oh go to hell! ::hisses:: Wait, don't fill out my internship papers yet! Wait until yer in a good mood! Ugh. I missed James' call. suck suck suck. Happy Birfday my dearest Kellie.