One day you will say sorry And it'll be too late

I've had a lot of weird dreams lately.

Not just when I'm sleeping, but when I can't sleep and I lie awake in the morning. There's a period usually in the morning when I can't sleep from 4 or 5am to 6 or 7am. I just lie there and 'dream'. I usually end up either crying or being mad.

One morning I thought about if Grandma died. (It started with my leg hurting and me thinkin I was gonna die cuz of a blood clot in the leg) One I thought about being in a car with Derek again and hitting a deer b/c Derek was too 'macho' to listen to me to slow down. Making this like the second boy that's tried to kill me in their car/truck. This is where the "you'll say sorry" comment at the top came from.

There was one that two random guys randomly decided to steal Braxton from his home. What would two guys want with a little boy? Of course, the random infamous getting hit by a car... Moving back home and having some boy from SLC follow me and tell me they want to date me in SLC. There was another really weird one....almost amusing.... So many lately I can't remember them all.

Is...drinking soap ...bad?