"I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake Hand behind this pen Relives a failure everyday" This is all so ...weird. There's no other words for it. Confused. So ..lost that I don't even have questions to ask anymore. I just sit down and shut up and watch it all play out. The events in my life, the order, how quick they're going, and they feel so slow Its like watching a puzzle being put together in front of you with no...hands pushing the pieces together...they just know where to go... Something has changed. Something is different.