I just signed up with Jostens fer a cap and gown. I guess I'm walking at graduation. April 10th I believe. Assembly Hall on Temple Square. I can't believe I did that. I have a bad feeling about this. That sinking kind of feeling. I don't really...wanna do it. It's not that enjoyable. Everyone else said it too. "It'll suck, but do it anyway" Great. I better get lots of money if I do this 'graduation' party thing. Pay me back fer the stupid cap and gown I had to get. I got the papers. That's enough fer me. But everyone else wants to see it. I guess I'm doing it fer everyone else. I got a bling bling tassel. It says 09. I'm not 09. I'm 08. Technically. The colors are blue and gold. Just like my high school colors. I wondered what this schools colors really are...most ppl didn't know. One lady said "Our schools colors are teal and gold, with an accent of black" What the hell does that mean? This tassel ain't no teal either. This is stupid. This whole thing is stupid. Ya know what else is stupid. Mindy, doing my taxes, and doing them legally, which means I don't get to claim myself. Which means mother gets to take credit for everything I freakin' did last year. My school tuition and 'housing' me. And I only get $25. Whats even stupider is that she still wants me to pay $1800 on my teeth when all the money I coulda used for that just got sucked away from me by the government and put in her hands. Ya know, when I graduated and I said "get me the hell outta here"..... I kinda ment it... On the other hand I'm currently trying to fill out an application fer a job with the county attorney in the valley. It'd be super sweet if I got that job.