...He said I look like a bruise... I finally shaved! For...no apparent reason. We postponed going to church until like 11:30 and it gets out like an hour and half later...so I didn't see a point. So we ended up staying home. Hence me writing in my journal. I brought a dress and shoes here for no reason. And I shaved. Crap. Oh well. Every time I eat food I feel sick. But I love food. I want it. mmmm shrimp. Must hide from Mutti so she doesnt know I skipped church. Can't stop eating food.... Watched Nannie Diaries. It was good, about a girl discovering that money isn't happiness. The only problem was there should be some opposition with that story. Like she's supposed to be from the poor place with a mom that appreciates what she has and is happy. And her going to the city to discover this other mother not appreciating anything in her rich world which makes her unhappy. But they both seem selfish and all. Anyways! Nothing but lay around all day. Must eat shrimp.... Jailbait wanted my pictures I had on my email. I wonder what he'll do with them... and now he's eating a sucker with a grasshopper thing in it and complaining the whole time. The funny part is that he has the choice to keep eating it or not. mm pretzels... I'm such a pig.