I'm wondering where Auttie Flow is....

I'm pritti sure this is the last day of my "period"...

My period has always been late, late as in seriously showing up at the last possible minute, but ever since my odd behavior and freaking out in Jan and Feb with the whole buying a house thing and skipping pills (I never skip pills)..... its been more than just a last minute period... I've had to like 'extend my period' and/or manipulate the schedule of pills just to get glimpse of red.

I can't say this is totally abnormal behavior for my body though. Which drives me nuts a lot of the time cuz normally this would prolly be a sign of pregnancy.... So my waiting game either ends up peeing on a stick or waiting/manipulating my pills so I have a period. After almost 8 years of that every month it drives you insane. Those girls with a regular scheduled period are so lucky. I've always wanted to be them. Normal hormones. A period that comes on time, a planned period.

So I think I'll just wait some more.

Any. time. now.

Until then I shall decorate my walls. Oh walls, I have waited so long for you. The things I can now do to you. You shall be covered with pictures, stickers, and colors from top to bottom! You are mine to decorate as I wish and no one can tell me no! Seeing how my room walls in highschool were covered in Salt and Vinegar Lays chips bags, yes the bags, I can see how someone would wish to stop my style of decorating... BUT its MY house now bitches!

I ordered a tree to stick on the wall. Its not remotely half the size of the tree I ordered while at Mindys house. How disappointing. I wish I could transfer that tree to my house. And it normally cost so much more than the giant one I got. I miss that tree. But I got this one on sale, thank goodness, so it can't be too disappointing. It was a pain in the butt to put up, but I finally got it last night. If I knew how to do pictures on here I'd post one of my little tree on my wall.

P.S. I emailed Rich W. for the first time since 2008. Two weeks ago, somehow, I figgered out his Bday is on March 23, but I forgot how I learned that. I said Happy Bday to him. Man, that guy was old when I met him, he's really old now! He's in his early 40's I think. Still doing the same things he was doing like 5 years ago cept he's in his second year of grad school but still going to the national parks every summer to work. This being the only guy I kept in somewhat contact with from that part of my past. Why? Nobody knows. Not even me.

Why do I do the things I do?