and it isnt a joke.
tested.
couldve and shouldve tested positive.
but.
for one reason or another.
im getting one more get out of jail free card.
and this time.
i cant squander it.
and its going to be so hard not giving into what i really want.
is away.
out.
gone.
why.
i do not know.
because it all takes so long.
and seeing a future for myself seems so unappetizing.
because its so much work.
and i dont know if i have what it takes.
and i know i do.
and i could.
if i really wanted too.
and im so guilt ridden from my mistakes.
but.
that never stops me from repeating them.
now shes going to go look.
Read 0 comments