AND IM A SLACKER. THE MAX-ER. JUST BECAUSE I DRINK TOO MUCH. AND. CANNOT SEEM TO CHANGE. BUT. WHAT IS CHANGE BUT QUITTING. IM GOOD AT DRINKING. ITS A LOW HOBBY. BUT ITS A HOBBY NONE THE LESS. and now im watching a lifetime movie with dean kaine and some other half bit actress. god. i hate this channel. seriously. dedicated to women and all it ever shows is us committing murder. getting raped. or being a bad mother. nice. dedication. so new problem. big d. has fallen in love with me in a matter of days. and theres way too much pressure with this. im sorry i get drunk and make out with people. its my thing. its what i do. dont take me so literal. so seriously. now im left with the unhappy burden of letting him down gently. and it isnt because he doesnt seem nice or feel nice. its just no. not my type. and i cant pretend feelings. so i wont. bleh. luckily. hopefully. ill get to let him down in messaging. really. so thats that and this is this. that. im good and done. well im in a good mood considering.