I don't go to church. Sometimes I wish I did. Break is driving me insane. SEB has ruined any chance of friendship with Master K. SEB sucks momentarily. Master K hasn't e mailed me or called. Another thing I shall learn to let go of over break. I should be studying. Learning. Something. Mister P is also history. I think I'll ignore both of them from now on. Master K most definitely. SEB didn't have to get jealous and send him a corny ass e mail. Why are girls like that? Some times the way other girls and women act make me ashamed of being female. Pathetic. Damn her. Damn me for talking to her about him constantly. O well. Things come. Things go. It rained hard and long last night. I was high. I was nervous. I was feeling guilty. I am definitely in better spirits today. I am also done for now.