Letting go of things in one's life is hard. Especially when one has become dependent on feeling a certain way about certain things. I am letting go of the following: K. P. Mike. Vadim. Food. Jealousy. Laziness. I'm sure I'll think of more later on. I always do. For now though these things will no longer take hold of my mind. I have felt like shit all day. All damn day. We ate cake and ice cream at 6 in the a.m. today. It was Dani's B day. We tried to make it somewhat special considering. We're all different. I'm pretty sure I'm going to fail my classes this semester. All of them. Right down the drain. I'm a professional slacker. I'm a professional dumbass. I stopped momentarily to speak to K today. It was pointless even more now than before. It ended like this: "Call me." "Why? You never answer your phone." It doesn't matter. I'll probably try to call him later like some loser. People never mean what they say. They only mean what they never say. Confusing life. I'm not going to let it get to me. I'm done with all that. Fuck it. Fuck it all. It's all nothing now. I'm debating on whether or not I should go to my next class. It's in 45 minutes. I figure I've lasted all day being sick what's a few more hours? But a huge part of me just wants to go home, crawl into bed, and sleep for the next 3 days. I feel fine one minute and than I feel like shit the next. I don't know what to do. I've missed that class 2 times already, but it's only LAB so it shouldn't matter that much. I think after I'm done here I'll go home. I want to sleep. I need to sleep. Sleep. Well here's to forgetting those who can't remember you, Fuck'em. I am done for now.