caught. quit. rewind. no more time. stop drop roll. lose all fucking control. time keeps moving on. there is absolutely no reason. feel stuck. feel stuck. losing interest in these things. becoming more like erie. damn it all to hell. wondering about joe still. unfortunately. and dan. unfortunately. o well go to hell. will break these bad habits down. in time all things become less important. i miss my mother. badly. badly. i am owned by no one now. no one to claim me. no one to ever identify the body. or to reallytrulysincerely miss me. i miss my mother. and its only been a little over a year. cringe. fucking memories. fucking memories. fuck remembering. damn this.