(Yawning) It's nearly 4:30 a.m. here. Way too early for me to be up. But I am. I have a rough draft to write. (Lucky me) MaYBe It WOuLd Be CoOL iF i typED LiKe tHiS. No, maybe not. M didn't bother me anymore last night. I probably severely hurt her feelings. I'm not going to feel guilty about it. She's made me this way towards her. She's provoked my mouth too many times. (I just don't know what to do.) It doesn't matter. I'll be fine I guess. Our relationship will never be again, but it wasn't all that to begin with. She'll act all pitiful for a few days and try to make me feel bad. Well it won't work. I feel bad on a consistent basis. Well I need to write this paper. "Patty cake, patty cake...baker's man..." D.F.N.