Well this summer is weird for me. Not anything like last summer or the summer before. Just slow and unwinding, like a flower blooming and slowly dying. I can't complain. I won't. It's been different and slower. But not horrible like I expected. I've been spending a lot of time with M. It isn't so bad. I get bored some of the time, but it could be worse. So let's see. Started eating healthier. Trying to make it last. This is my last attempt to do this. If I fail this time I won't try again. Haven't really chilled with anyone. W is probably mad. W is usually working. D is usually working. D is usually high. SEB has taken to chilling with her neighbor, he's a guy so I don't expect to spend a lot of time with her. P hasn't bothered, (I didn't really expect him too). And well that's it for now. On and on. Go my days. I'm not thinking about anyting particular today. I don't really want to think today. Just relax and maybe clean out the cars. They are a mess. Never smoke a cigarette right after getting up, it makes me ill. Well since I am out of material for now I think I'll end this. Done for now.