if you find me the one that means nothing. then ill find you the something that means anything. and in the city of lights theres always a way to go. and a crosswalk ready for walking across. and i love the way the cement hits your eyes. and the way the air takes away your breath. ive come a long way baby. and im sorry if you dont understand. the reasons behind my insanity. my irresponsibility. my misplaced anxiety. if you must. remember my flaws and leave them to love. remember my mistakes and leave them to hell. because this infront of you is a complete mess. and a complete test of affirmation. and resurrection. finaly i have a direction. i feel so alone. down to through my flesh. down through my bone. always controlled. always free to roam. hes reading my work. what a fucking jerk.