Well I'm not sure of anything anymore, I think one of my friends is slowly going away. I'm bored as hell and break is almost over. Not to mention that I can't help wondering whether or not I care too much about the issues plaguing this world. I see what there is to see and I shiver this world is nothing this world is a cage Am I depressed? Maybe I'm just highly sensitive. I just don't know. I wish I could just let it all fade away out of my mind, let it all pass like some cold summer breeze or some violent storm. My mind is embroiled with images and stories. I can't seem to escape. Like I said maybe I feel too much and let go of too little. I have found my problem! My problem is, is that while everyone else around me is changing I always remain the same. I guess part of me refuses to actually take that large, lonely step to change, but I have too. I'm getting so bored doing, saying, trying, and thinking all the same things that I've been doing since I was little. Sure, my attitude, appearance, and style has changed some, but not outright, not on the outside. All everyone sees is this happy, jolly, chunky girl who is fun to be around, but at times is a little weird. Well I guess I can't hold onto my childhood or anything forever. So today I declare this my changing time. Skrew everyone else, it's time for me to get mine. Step 1: Cut and dyed hair.