There are things you wish to say, but if I were you I'd wait until another day. Be quiet now. Don't rush too fast. Relax now. Breathe. Remember to trust your heart in situations like this. Don't feel too pressured now. Don't feel too sad. Keep your head now. Remember that in time it will all get better, or unfortunately worse. Either way you've lived another day. Walked another mile. Read another book. Learned a new way of thinking. Don't take it all to heart. Life wasn't meant to be analyzed and defined. Have faith in nothing or no one, but yourself. Remember that you are the most important person in your life. Don't let yourself down. Don't strive for petty wants. Make it all mean something. A smile. A hug. A gentle whisper. Be compassionate with those who aren't so to you. Be patient with those deserving. Know your worth not your estimate. Beauty fades, but wisdom remains. Accept knowledge in all things. A lovely rose. A gray sky. The moon at night above your head. Let the little go and keep the big. Don't make a mole hill out of a mountain and vice versa. Know that you are connected to all things living. Know that in time it will all make sense. The question will be answered, the riddle will be solved, and your mind will for once be at ease. Listen to those you can fully trust, but never follow exactly. Ignore those who play games with your heart, who don't understand your potiential. Never settle for less. Never settle for more. Never settle. Eventually we will laugh at these times. These moments of complete exhaustion, of complete rapture. Enjoy life not the materials it produces. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I don't know why I typed that. I'm feeling kind of weird today. It's pretty early, so I don't know. P got online last night. I messaged him. He didn't answer and got off. I blocked him. He got on. I unblocked him. He got off. I seriously don't understand men at this time. I think I'll give up and wait for a better crush to come along. I need my match, not some weak punk who can't get the message. I'm fine though. I must be getting over him because the slight anger didn't last too long. It's silly. But all things are silly. Today's Saturday and I don't have anything at all planned. This will be a boring weekend, but a fast one. I don't have much more to type. Done for now.