All right so I was wrong I guess people do read these things, well this could be either good or bad I guess. Well after a rather enjoyable night of getting 'happy' (take the word any way you want, but I was feelin good), anyways all night I struggled through the pain of a damned tooth ache...It's one thing to feel your pulse on your wrist and another to feel it in your mouth. All night I actually prayed my heart would stop beating, well at least long enough for me to catch about an hour of sleep. Sure I know I would have been dead, but damn at least the pain would've been gone. One thing I find disturbing about being a college student is my struggle to further my education has a million draw backs. For one, I never have enough money to go out on the weekends (of course that doesn't stop me), but I don't think I should have to roll pennies just to buy a beer. Second, I don't have enough money to afford proper medical assistance, especially dental. And I don't think there are any dentists out there who will take a roll of my pennies. Third, what the hell am I really learning? I sit in classes with professors repeating the same information I learned when I was in elementary, middle, and high school. I just don't understand how reading Shakespeare for the billzillionth time will help me learn how to survive in the real 'adult world.' And finally (for now), how will I ever get ahead in my life if the next 20 yrs of my life are spent trying to repay student loans I was forced into getting? Ohhh...my complaints about how things are run are never fully done. I guess I'm just the type of person who is 'anti-everything.' I don't care what it is, I'll find something to bitch about. Yes, my tooth pulse is back...I think it's time for me to go and down some advil real quick...maybe if I live another hour without pulling my teeth out I'll write more...