and rock old songs. playing around my head. complicating everything. but. nothing at all. whatever. i think i need to take a journey out of las vegas. ive got a bit of funding now. ive got no one left here really. no. no one really at all. except maybe one friend im holding onto. but. other then that. im alone again. and it isnt as depressing as before. because. this time ive sorta made the choice. despite myself. hm. maybe i hear california calling. or seattle. maybe a little adventure is just what the doctor called for. i can always find my way back.