and he could. a trick. knowledge. he learned well. quietly. silently. before you knew it. hed know the way and. be out. and he knows and learns and has a new home now. a new home. with new people. and i hope they love him. and accept him. and they have a boy and a girl. and i hope TAZ lasts. and is loved for good. and permanently. there. please. take. care. of. him. and. LOCA. my life is gone. the old one. the one where i had things. the few things that drew me to erie. are. gone. and. done. no need to really return. ever. now. my boy is gone. my dog is gone. my cat is gone. my home. my friends. my everything. fine. whatever. fuck it. fuck it. fuck them. fuck the fuck. and run. runaway. thats what i did. sarah and i talked a bit last night. it was nice. good. clean. and deep. and close. like before. im glad i realized i was being an asshole before it was too late. because. losing sarah is quite different then losing those others back home. i could careless for them. but. her. shes a friend. a real friend. i have to figure finances. eh.