[i came, i saw, i left] Here I am. typing. thinking. already daydreaming. It's early and getting only so. i'm sleepy. And I feel rather reckless today. On the edge if you will. I'm tired. no sleep last night. too sober i suppose. I'm remembering something. i can't really remember. "A slug crawling slowly across the top of a razor blade." I'm not sure what that means. if anything. Classes today. but today's friday. so all should go rather well. HOPEFULLY. Cross fingers. Spit in the floor. Something like that. and than nothing more. I need to get a shower. i'm slowly wasting what little time i have. Tic toc. Around the endless clock. Ticking away my time. I am in a daze. A phase. Something in between bad and not any good. Stuck here. I think I might go see Dani today. VISIT, you know? Get the deal again. see what the score is. Or isn't. Something for anything and nothing for everything. Have I mentioned that I'm tired? "Sweet surrender be mine." DFN.