and it happens like a hurricane through this place. one moment youre wondering about the weather or what we'll be having for lunch and then the next minute youre watching another staff member lose it because of some bender. and GOD works in his ways and dont doubt it. he's keeping score and the longer i'm here the more i'm realizing that it is indeed NO FUCKING JOKE. so be careful of what youre doing in the dark because it comes to light faster then you think. tread lightly. who knew a year would be so amazing and so sad and so wonderful all at the same time. who knew that i could be sober for longer then a week without lying about it. who knew i could be here being me and enjoying it. who knew. GOD. maybe. yes. indeed. and even though at times it pains me to say it. i think i do believe. and im okay with that.