dont give. a. fuck. because. a. fuck. doesnt give. a. damn. the world doesnt matter. as long as it continues to rotate. and. that will never last. and. what do i know. and. nothing. i really think so. things come. and. people always go. no matter what they promise. and. i could care less. because. i am careless. i got your picture. time.only.tells.time. we/re always weighed down by our shouldves. by. our couldves. by. our if only wouldves. fuckthat. hard. and. deep. because. i preach. and. i know no better. but. i know. that you dont call a 4yearold baby a bitch. i know you dont let some man run your life. because. if he loves you he/ll let you ruin your own life. and. i wonder if i/ll ever be loved for just being me. or. if i/ll be forced to change. because. no one can love a tomboy who/s 23. going on 24. going on 12. but. but. but. but. i like me. but. but. but. but. despite it all. im not half bad. but. but. but. but. i/m good at being me. but. boys dont like girls who shouldve been boys. boys dont like girls who can out do boys. boys dont like girls who are better then boys. boys dont like girls who know more then boys. boys. men. equal. overgrown. boys. equal. me. being. alone. forever. and. you know i complain. but i would rather suffer alone. then suffer by changing into something i dont like. because. penis isnt worth losing my own space. my own vagina. dare.i.say.vagina. fuck.conformity. fuck.girls.who.are.so.much.girl. fuck.skirts.and.pink. fuck.it.all. because. we/re all on the same time line. you begin to die the moment you take your first breath. isnt that message enough. that there is nothing more. i hope tomorrow goes well despite the vibes i deserve. i hate out of love. i hate out of boredom. i hate to hate. i love to hate. i love the idea of love. but. i realize there is no reality close to love. i shouldnt drink.