i went and worked out. around mdnight, not that anyone cares. connecting with love is much more difficult than i thought. i hope jorge is still my friend. im sure we are. i hope. he means a lot to me. as does everyone i meet. meggie. gare. jorge. ashlee. ashley. johnathon. luke. tyler. maybe. even. dana. if i have too. i care. eileen. dean. james. derrick. that new chick tereasea? i care. eric. krystal. maybe even. drew. cmon. ive learned a few lezsons or two. or three. dont believe or listen to gossip. youre fine. do your job. hi. get on with it. im trying. and what not. this is the last servie job i think ill ever have. yea.