i couldnt careless because. i am so very careless. and so on and so forth. time for new changes. new things. new scenes. new feelings. and resting everything in between. o. work. work. work. where creativity is left behind and replaced by insanity. and i predict a slight rain fall. with no option at all. TAKE NO PRISONERS. AND APOLOGIZE NOT. FOR HOW YOU LIVE. AS LONG AS YOU LIVE. G'YES? ------------------- i have to break his heart later. i do not enjoy such things. but this must be snuffed out before i end up standing next to him at the altar. and am forced to lean over and say: "you know i did just really want to be friends...sorry" and quickly run away. things do progress quickly. around here. so i fear for the worst. of course. i have 2 packs of ramen noodles to last me. my leg still hurts. my stomach not so good. but. all in all. i do feel okay. beterr then yesterday. when i thought for sure i was dying. or at least pretending too. do so. with my time. he is such a brat and never talks to me first. i am really annoyed with boys. really.