Do not confuse a devious heart with a heart that cares. Both seem sincere, both carry patience, but only one will eventually cut your throat. There isn't much reason to do anything today. It's Monday. Monday's generally suck. Given the fact that classes have now ended and I won't be seeing certain people again, my heart is weighed down from sadness. Maybe it is. I don't really feel sad. Trainspotting is a movie anyone who's ever been in trouble can relate too. It's raining. It's been raining practically all week. I like the rain. I like storms. A tornado could be nice right now. Tis the season. Take it as you like. Take it all as you like. I'm in a medium funk right now. I haven't spoken to SEB in a few days. Since Friday. Haven't really been in the mood. Maybe she's keeping herself busy with Ed. Whomever that is. I need to stop smoking. I've been coughing like crazy for a few months now. I wonder if that's a sign. I don't know. I'm done for now.