i want to start a movement. against everything i hate. against our government. against our society. against starvation. against child rapists and predators. i want to start a movement. and be remembered as some political activist. i want to start a revolution against everything that upsets me. because maybe thats what im meant to be. i want to fight it all. or at least put out a shout. a scream of disaproval. i want to make some sort of fucking difference. for a reason. i want to live for a reason. to be some thing more then a slacker who ignores all of the injustice around us. i want to say fuck the bills. fuck the cubicle job. the responsible mature life. i want to say fuck it all. fuck normalcy. fuck being okay and alright. and safe. fuck it all. fuck being the sucessful whatever with the big house and the 2.5 children. and the brief case. fuck it. because none of it matters. none of it matters. we/re all screwed. we all die anyways. we all die anyways. we all die. we all. die. anyways. so why fret and get flustered. why stress. make a difference. say no. say no bush. say no to bush. say no to the new fucking rules of our country. fuck this place. fuck being american. fuck it. we/re not superior because of our country. this empire is crumbling and the only ones who get to speak out are those encouraging it. there is no god. i am my own god. there is no god because man created god. thus man is made in gods image. fuck that. and fuck this too. i want change. i want a new world order. i want people to be equal. i want us to be okay. is that lame. is that odd. is that wrong. because i dont think its being done right. i dont believe it is. it is george orwells 1984. big brother is fucking closing in and we/re allowing it. we/re sitting back and being distracted while our rights as living beings are being taken away. get out of iraq. leave it be. let those people be. let them be. because they deserve it. they deserve to run their own fucking country. they deserve their fucking freedom. not us. not us shooting and killing and raping and maiming and blaming and torturing them. they deserve peace. we all do. i am starting. i am beginning to see what i need. to do. and get it all ready. ill burn down heaven. and ill freeze fucking hell. because its the right thing to do. fuck the right. fuck the left. fuck it all. lets get it started. i want a new world order. i want a new world. i want a new. i want a. i want. i. we as human beings deserve a change. we deserve a safe happy world. why cant we have it. why cant we have. why cant we. why cant. why.