"I fear nothing, for there is nothing to fear." [pace the floor] Imagine a different world. multiply times 10. And that would be it. THe key. The place to be. I seen Dani last night. and angel. We sat around and chatted for a bit. I confessed to being a horrible person. And she spoke of getting high. This has become a torturous cycle. On and on and on and ON. I crave something else. new. fresh. SEB wants me to come out tonight. to the coin. For drinking. and laughter. I think I will decline. my heart isn't in it tonight. Plus, I'm over-STUFFED on Turkey carcas. And bread stuffing. Herb and roasted garlic. or some shit like that. I'm about to burst. But even so. I don't feel like going out. driving all the way there. just to waste more money. to get drunk. and than drive all the way back. LIT. PRAYING. It just doesn't appeal to me tonight. I'll call her in a minute and excuse myself. These things happen. I had an unusual dream last night. one of many that i've been having. Actually two dreams last night. One: Zach came by. and we walked and talked. Two: I was on the run from the law. i passed two grape fields. a pack of wild boars. and a pack of black dogs. And than I woke. to the phone ringing. It was SEB. like usual. she's taking to calling me early now. I do not like this. I live to sleep. and when that's disrupted. (FO-GED-A-BOOT-IT)! So anyways. A few more days left until this semester is HISTORY. Adios. Ciao. Etc. etc. I can't say I'm sad to see it go. I'm happy. Well somewhat. i guess. My mood has been permanently altered though. Automatically set on: DEPRESSED! O. Shoot me. No. Wait. Shoot him. Spare me. And whatever. Well I'm bored now. This is doing nothing to ease my problems. Emotional. Mental. What have you. Happy Past Turkey Day Damnit! "Remember to always baste before you bake." DFN.