I FEEL GOOD RIGHT NOW. NOT GREAT, NOT WONDERFUL, JUST GOOD. "TO GO FORTH, ONE MUST GO BACK" I'M MOVING ON. GETTING MY GROOVE ON. I'M GIVING UP THE OLD. AND TRYING ON THE NEW. I WON'T WASTE MY TIME DWELLING ON ANYTHING. "THERE IS NO TIME BUT NOW" CARPE DIEM, I SAY. SEIZE THAT DAY AND HOLD IT. FRAME IT. WRAP A BIG OL' BOW AROUND IT. KEEP IT CLOSE. BUT LET IT GO. I'VE DECIDED I AM FINE THE WAY I AM. NO MORE WORRYING. OR WHINING. OR SELF PITY-ING. NONE OF THAT. I WON'T WAIT FOR ANYONE. I AM NOT A BUS STOP. I'M NO LONGER PUTTING MY FATE ON THE LINE. I'M SIMPLY SAYIN' HELLO TO THE DIVINE. SIMPLICITY IS THE ELECTRICITY THAT KEEPS THIS HEART BEATING. FEEL MY SOUL BREATHING. PAT IS HISTORY. THIS ISN'T BECAUSE OF HIM EITHER. I'VE JUST MADE A DECISION THAT I WON'T WAIT FOR ANYONE. I WON'T WAIT FOR NOTHIN' NO MO. IT'S ALL SOME CRAZY PUZZLE ANYWAYS. I GO TO COLLEGE. TO BE ACCEPTED BY SOCIETY. TO LIVE THE AMERICAN DREAM. THE ONE THAT MAKES EVERYONE CREAM. MAYBE DEEP DOWN INSIDE, IT JUS' AIN'T FOR ME. I YEARN FOR MORE, THAN A CIVIC FOUR DOOR. I WANT PEACE. AND SWEET RELEASE. I WANT THE STUFF DREAMS ARE MADE OF. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT GOOD OL' FASHION LOVE. KEEPING UP IN THE RACE IS HARD AT MY PACE. I LIKE TAKING IT SLOW. WATCHING IT ALL FLY AWAY AND GO. I LIKE RAINY SUMMER NIGHTS. AND BRIGHT FLASHING LIGHTS. SITTIN' IN SOME 3 WALLED CUBICLE JUST AIN'T FOR ME. I WANT MY OWN SWEET DREAM. SO LET ME BE, GO ON WITH YOUR EXPECTATIONS. YOUR CONFUSED DESTINATION. I'LL GET THERE ON MY OWN TERMS. THERE'LL BE NO FEEDIN MY SOUL TO THE WORMS. AND WHAT'S THAT FROM? WHO THE HELL KNOWS. I'M BORED. I'M TRYING NOT TO THINK ABOUT PAT. 4 DAYS BEFORE I SEE OR SPEAK TO HIM AGAIN. UNLESS SOMETHING CHANGES? MAYBE HE'LL DROP THAT CLASS. MAYBE. D.F.N.