"No, P.O. Boxes accepted bitch!" So training. What to say. how to cry. when to scream. Once you've experienced telemarketing training once, 3 more times is not a picnic. It's HORRIBLE! Repetitive. Mono-tone. Boring. So sweet it hurts. I have to go again tonight. 6 until 11. It's like being scheduled to visit hell. You stay just long enough to watch the other sinners get punished. (Tourists are encouraged to use the escalators) So moving on. I'm in a personal battle about this paper I had to do. it's eating away at me. I hate school. I do. I will no longer hide my displeasure at having to attend classes. I feel spacey today. slightly ill. I had a fever. {Disco Fever?} I won't comment on PRD too much today. (although I say that every time) He's just, well great. too great. And too far away for me. I may just tell him how I feel once this semester ends. Let it out and leave it be. Etc. Etc. OH HELLS BELLS! I don't feel like going back to WES. I sit there in that green, moldy, little cubicle and I wish for lightning to strike. I don't think that's a very positive work attitude. Oh well. Fuck it. It's my attitude. Things are turning to shit every time I turn around, so why not have the 'Fuck it' attitude handy in case of emergencies. "Put a gun in your pocket." I've got something on my mind. it's drifting away. slowly. (Shit) I couldn't capture it in time. I hate that. Forgetting what it is I didn't want to forget. Damn-it-all-to-hell. (that should be one word) And now for my next trick... Here is a small rendition of the alphabet: A as in Asshole. B as in Bite me. C as in Cock-a-doodle-do. D as in Donny Osmond. E as in Eat it. F as in Fuck it. G as in Goonie. H as in Homewrecker. I as in I-see-you. J as in Jack Daniels. K as in Korn. L as in Lolli-pop. M as in Mofo. N as in Nelly sucks. O as in O-no. P as in Peppermint Pattie. Q as in Quack. R as in Rico Suave. S as in SARS. T as in Taco. U as in U suck. V as in Viral infection. W as in Whore. X as in X-con. Y as in Yoda. and last but surely not least: Z as in Zogurt. "Now shut up!" DFN.