"What can go wrong, will go wrong." I give up on trying to be intellectually stimulating. I give up on trying to be perfect. I give up on all the same old shit. I give up on trying to understand the way this society and world works. I give up on useless people. I give up on idiots. I give up on pretending I believe in God. I give up on smiling and talking. I give up on this whole fucking world. I'm not upset. Or sad. Or depressed. I'm realizing that life isn't worth all the stress and pain. I'm not going to worry anymore. About anything. There's no point. Watch the news and you'll see why it's not worth it. As time passes by our world falls deeper and deeper into shit. Children starve. Tax cuts for the rich. Cut education programs. Limit welfare. Insanity is rewarded. Victims are prosecuted. Predators roam free. I'm not making any statements. Bringing up any philosophies. I'm tired of it all. Of hearing everyone complain. The blacks don't have rights. The gays can't get married. On and on. Spare me. Maybe I don't care. Maybe I just don't give a shit. Does that make me a horrible person? I guess so. Everyone wants you to care about something. When in the end none of this will matter. I say make yourself happy now. Feel like robbing a bank, go ahead, goodluck. Feel like running away, go ahead, pack your bags. Feel like smoking crack, go ahead, watch the pipe. Feel like quitting your job, go right ahead, tell your boss to fuck off. We live with limited time. Whether we realize it or not. The clock is always ticking away. Always counting down until the final hour. The clock keeps constant track of how long you spend living and dying. You can't beat the clock. You can't out run time. But at least we can do something while we're here. I'm done worrying about it all. I'm done, most of all, fretting about the people I meet and know. It's a waste of my time. One more minute gone on the fucking clock. "Fuck the world, don't ask me for shit. Everything you get you got to work hard for it." I feel good today. Happy. Unusual. Done for now.