Fucking spider messed up everything. Man. I hate everything especially guys named PAT. Fuck'em. It's not even worth typing about anymore. I can't believe I'm such a sucker. Never again. Absolutely, completely, definitely never again. I will never feel this way about anyone. All guys suck. I don't care. I won't again. Where the fuck did that spider go? Now I'll itch all fucking night. Fuck is my favorite word right now. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck him. Fuck the world. Man. Where the fuck did that spider go? Just another thing to add to my heartache. Fuck everyone. I no longer care. I am done with it all. Fuck it. Damn I love the word fuck. Pat sucks. And it doesn't matter. He's probably gay anyways. Fucking preppy asshole. And if I bother anyone. I'm venting so deal with it. I can't be happy. At all. Nothing I want ever happens. So it doesn't matter. I'll be what they want someday and I'll make them all miserable. I swear. Fuck it. I hope I never, by the grace of god, see that prick again. Never ever. I mean it. Done for now.