"Ohh, you're such a bad ass when you're doing what you're told." Woke up. Ate some Spaghetti. Feeling a little shaky. Nervous tummy. K e mailed me back. Wants my number. To call? Right. To discuss what? Nothing. Don't know if I should e mail him back, ever. Getting tired of holding on to people. Barely know him. Do I really want to? Probably not. Dani called yesterday. Same old problems. Tom hit her. In the face twice. In front of their child. He's a coward. She's a professional liar. Not sure what to believe. Change of situation, I encourage. Dare I say act intelligent for once. Take a chance and leave. Take a chance and grow up. No pity for self-promoting abuse. This summer is an odd one indeed. The days pass by so subtly. The nights remain so calm. It's hard to sleep sometimes. With no action. With all this loud silence. Banging inside my ears. Twisting the electrodes in my brain. In a rambling mood today. Dream like state. Missed my REM cycle last night. Must have. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Watch my eyes, for I tell lies. Upon the crystal lake she dies. Bumble bees and fruit flies. Dark clouds in blue skies. Above my head the angel cries. It's the end, it's no surprise. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ My poems are suffering I think. The writing. The feeling is MIA. Worried slightly. I'll regain my composure eventually. Inspiration, my divine breath, where art thou? Sleeping some where I suppose. Hiding in some corner. Enjoying this game. I sit writing Hiaku's as my Muse is off playing hide and seek. I guess we all have our days or weeks or months or years. Round and round we all go. Well my rambling has come to an end. Done for now.