(Screaming) So I didn't see Pat today. It's not really a big deal at all. I mean there is plenty of shit I should be thinking about other than P man. I'm bored as fuck right now. I hate breaks. I hate waiting to go to class. Waiting only makes me want to leave. I can't help it. I want to run to the car right now and drive away. Writing class. It's easy as hell, but just about as boring as hell too. It sucks. INDEED. I wish I could talk SEB into going out tomorrow night. Wednesdays, how lovely. We should go. I need to go. She won't though. I'll ask and she'll make up some lame shit about her and J going to see something or whatever. I don't know. I need more friends. The one's I have aren't doing much for me lately. Than again, I don't have that many. I can't consider P a friend, because we've never held a conversation outside of class. Which sucks. But that's how it is. I'm not going to keep bugging about this shit because it's stupid. And I'm getting kind of tired of it. No, I am tired of it. I'm not getting there I already am. God. I have nothing to do. I guess I could sit here and re-write my paper for Journalism. I could, but I won't. Homework should be done at home, or no where. At the rate I'm going I won't be graduating at all. I'm skipping classes. Skipping work. Not reading. Not taking notes. Not even paying attention. "I fell into a burnin ring of fire..." I'm going down ladies and gentlemen. Light a candle for me. Shit, I'll light one myself. I'm not sure what else to do right now. Being bored sucks. Menu Today: 4 pieces of bacon. 2 pieces of light toast / buttered 1 green apple. (Not sure about dinner yet) If I don't lose more weight eating like this, I'm going to go insane. I'm barely eating anything really. Mainly water if you think about it. Apples contain water. Cucumbers. Lettuce. These are the things I eat most of the time. CRAZYYYY. Well I need to end this because all I'm doing now is rambling on like some crackhead. DFN.