(And than there was...) Today is another slow-assed day. L called yesterday, I of course missed her call. I need an answering machine or a better cell phone. I'm not sure whether or not I should call or even visit them today. Or tomorrow. Or any day from here on out. I don't know. Maybe I should avoid temptation as long as I can. Maybe? If I can at all. I just don't know anymore. I don't know what to do. *Pausing* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He could feel Time's eyes on him. Watching his every move, every breath. It made him nervous when Time watched him so closely. He was afraid of messing up, making some horrible mistake. Time had a way of making him nervous, almost ill to his stomach. If he could just make Time see how valuable he was, how skilled and responsible. If only Time would stop being so tough and cruel, they'd be able to get along fine. Quickly, he put down the paint brush and smiled in Time's direction. Time's eyes slowly glanced away. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So, today I think maybe I'll hide. I'll stay home and just hide. "Settle down" for awhile. SEB hasn't called, so fuck her. Wen is a dumbass, so fuck her too. P is just a male-slut, so fuck him too. Fuck everyone I know. I don't seem to be worth anyone's time. Oh well. On to new and better things. I need to get out more. "Break a fuckin window...dumbass." DFN