today i feel rather numb. to the bone. i just woke up. classes in an hour or two. i'm not looking forward to it. any of it. my head is blurry. my body feels ill. not so right. i only have about 2 months left. things are not looking well. i only hope today goes easy. fast. like a flash of light. i feel bad. i want to go back to bed. back to sleep. resting. dreaming. i guess i should wet my hair. get ready. and dressed. and pepped up. dfn.