of it all. another interview today. 230. for the artful pottery. and maybe ill get it. maybe. theyll say youre hired right now. start tomorrow. i wish. i didnt go back to the cold stone. because. i didnt want too. sarah keeps calling my phone. and. its annoying. let her be happy with bobby. thats all she has in her little perky life. she doesnt interest me anymore. she has nothing to say. and. if i hear her say tell me a story one more time. im going to tell her what i really think about this situation. and tell her sarah i think youve turned into a lame lame lame little housewife for a guy who cant even get it up at 30. sexual problems never improve. no matter how much youd like. and im fine. fine. here. i do still love it. i need my car. and. someone is always trying to get the last thing you have. jessica. sarahs sister. wants my car. but. thats the only fucking thing i have now. the only thing. i have left. im about to tell a few more people to fuck off and take their jesus and shove him right up their ass. i am getting tired of everyone i have met and know and have spoken too over the last decade of my life. fuckingfuckers.