two useful things in the world. l and d. o woe is me. sign number 3 has decided to appear. unfortunately. for me. so ive decided to let go of a few old things. and. relax a bit. because. stressing has never really been my thing. because. in the end others have done worse. others have said worse. others have hurt worse. not that im excusing. my actions. but. im not exactly fearing them either. thats the breaks. it happens. i always shouldve known better. i always shouldve known better. i always should know better. but. knowing better is not my bag. not my deal. unfortunately. i refuse to be nervous and. such. it has no place here. no reason really. i am seeing the signs. and. knowing. will hopefully improve the future. if not. im off to alaska.