[feeling: paranoid] [wanting: escape] I feel tired actually. sleepy. lazy. I stopped by Dani's today. for a bit. of this and that. We did much. and much we did do. Started this semester off wrong. I can tell already. Feel it in my bones. cold, cold bones. Deep down in the pit of my stomach. The past and future are one. all over again. I'm sitting here. trying to forget that. Tomorrow classes will be here again. And it will all start OVER. The blister I had before in my mouth. Is back with pain. Sort of. It bothers me. something living in my mouth. Blisters. I am hoping it goes away before I really start to panic. (panick) I don't want to go tomorrow. And I don't or I wish I didn't have too. SEB hasn't called. i wonder if she's upset. I wouldn't be surprised. This thing in my mouth is bothering me. Ruining my concentration. Blowing my mind. I forgot to grab a notebook. I have no paper for class tomorrow. I think I should take a book. to keep me occupied. I have 5 hours to kill on campus. I will surely go isane. I think I will go watch television now. And spend time with M. And talk. And not worry. for now. about tomorrow. "Whatever shall be, shall be." DFN.