[personally, it's all the same] Today's Monday. tomorrow will be tuesday. and on and on. I have two papers to write today. tonight. Some-Time. I don't feel as poetic as I used too. it must be these shoes. or this shirt. or the air. BREATHING. I don't feel so Blah or so Happy anymore. It's faded. Pushed away by the darker forces of my life. (Namely, M.) O. But where's the blame. lie? Nowhere, but here. A little closer, dear. So tomorrow break basically begins. Gobbl-Er day will be here soon. Turkey. turkey. turkey. The natural Afro-Dis-Iack. Or whatever. SEB is still having the same difficulties. I'm too lazy to pay attention. (like usual) I'm sure it'll all work out for her. It all usually does with time. Lots and lots of time. Time piled upon time piled upon more time. "And then we all fall down." DEB wants to go into business with me. I need money. I'm willing. I'm so desperate. i almost became a dealer. (Tire dealer) (Door to door vacuum dealer) One of those sorts. Frightening. Indeed. We shall discuss the details Wednesday. ??? Right now I'm avoiding doing the work I've been avoiding since the beginning of this semester. O. I'm going down. Ladies n' Gents. Down. down. down. I'm hoping I pass. I need to pass. I need to get my mind away from PRD. FAR FAR AWAY. "I wish I was a bird so I could fly far, far away." O Forest! Seriously though. Right now. I think I'll go. And write a quick little story. And then a quick little paper. And than go to bed. And hopefully wake up. "See with your eyes, listen with your ears, know with your heart..." DFN.