Another passing day. Well another day done. Gone. Empty. Tomorrow is today's future. Today is tomorrow's yesterday. Time is passing too quickly. Days don't seem to last 24 hours. Feels like less. Much less. I went to Dani's today. A few of her 'people' ended up stopping by. Young ones. We smoked. I sat trying to figure out a way to make an escape. I don't like visiting her long. I don't really like visiting her at all. Things change. People definitely change. It's all a cycle. On and on it goes. K didn't call today. I knew he wouldn't. We'll never again talk on the phone. I'm sure of it. This is how it all goes. I can wish for everything, but nothing will happen. Screw P. Screw K too. Screw them all for not realizing that I'm worth their time. I'm more than worth it. I deserve it. But this is how it is. I should call SEB. See how she is. How she's doing. She'll probably whine some. Sound sad and lazy. It's fine though. She has her own shit to get through. Same as I do. And everyone else. I threw up a minute ago. I feel better now. Refreshed. I have an exam tomorrow. I also have a paper due. Neither are done. I think I'll wait until tomorrow morning. I work best under pressure. I hope. Life is so damned strange and unpredictable. Just when you think you know what everything means, life ends up smacking you in the face. Surprising. I need to lay down soon. I have to get up at 4:30 or earlier. I have a paper to write. I am done for now.